I don't know what to write, so..... I'm just going to let you into my mind for a bit.
"Welcome, welcome! I ask that you all take off your shoes and leave them by the door. Thank you, thank you.
First of all my mind is kinda like a watercolor of an old man, kind and sincere, but a tad confusing. Similar to the one I've got hanging here on my skull..(pointing)..See?
It's of an old man, probably because I feel like I grew up too fast...what with my parents divorce making me and my brother move all the time, back and forth between parents; each parent struggling to make us love them more than the other; constantly having to make new friends in different states as young boys; and then the death of my one and only hero, when I was 16, my dad. Fuck Lou Gehrig's Disease!!!! Pardon my french..but Fuck it.
The man in the watercolor is kind because I seem to think that I am that way...I'm always rooting for the under-dog, ya know; and I tend to feel like people are naturally good over evil over-all.
My mind is simple in a lot of ways too, sorta like the primary colors: blue, yellow, and red; pretty simple right?..but as you go deeper into my mind though, the colors become darker and move around in all directions rapidly, constantly crashing and colliding. They are bumping together so much probably because the lack of direction in my life; at least that's how it feels most of the time. It'd probably be easier if dad were here; he was the best at giving advice. I have to get my advice from my little brother now, or just give it to myself, which is hard, and doesn't make a lot of sense most the time. I'll figure this crap out some day. I'm just gonna put a smile on, and skip along jovially.
Well thanks for stopping by. I know I left it a bit open-ended, but that is just how my mind moves. That is the tour folks. Get the Hell out of my mind!..where are my manners? I mean...come back anytime for another piece of my mind."
Hope this interesting interpretation of my mind has opened your eyes in a different sorta way, and I hope you enjoyed the picture. I thought it was worth sharing.

It most definitely was worth sharing. I love this post. I love the description in it and the way you use colors, pictures, emotions, and history to describe your thought process. Thanks for the tour!
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